Life has certainly takes the toll of it. Now I know why birthday doesn't makes me go excited anymore. I felt old. Old not only in the sense of age, the inability to stay up late in the night, not achieving what I intend to i.e swimming and learning piano, not realising my dreams i.e becomes an event/wedding planner, and often, fall a few steps behind.
It frustrates me, most of the time. But who to blame if not me? I am still at my comfort zone and resisting to take a step forward. My head of department asked a brilliant question the other day. "Do you know your aim?", he asked. "Write down your aim and achieve it", he furthers says. Oh well, believe it or not that question really makes me felt so down. Well it took me days to figure out my aim. And I finally found one.
I want to marry a rich man.
I write it on a piece of paper and stick it on my CPU.
I tell myself,
I am gonna make this come true.
At 23, I should have a clearer direction of myself. I just don't have it. I just can't have it. I should be writing my aims, not my dreams. I should be realistic and not fantasystic(I know there's no such word though).
i like "I am gonna make this come true"
ReplyDeletebut how you wanna make it comes true?
It's not setting goal only, but to take actions as well.
It's not taking actions only, but to do it full heartedly and go all way out as well.
You are close to success when people regards you as 'crazy'!
Be able to bear hardship and stand hard work, be ready to make a batch from grass-roots unit, strong resist compression and can fit in with high strength.
ReplyDeleteI don have direction..I do not even know whether this job is what I really want to do or not..like dex say,without an aim,u are clueless..I'm like walking up to a junction and there are left and right..but I don't have the capability to choose..I'm not as determined as you,I wished I am.I hope I am somebody that knows what I want,what to achieve in future.but the question here is I am torn apart.decisions cannot be made..i cannot even decide what to eat for lunch..all I ever knows I like to eat kam lin gei.and whenever u ask me,it is always kam lin gei.sometimes I will think that because I'm so used to a thing,a subject,a lifestyle that makes me resist to change,afraid to change..you get what I'm trying to say?
ReplyDeleteaiya... headache liao...
ReplyDeletetomorrow lunch la, i and you only.
Tonight think of what are the things that make you happy and contented.