The Month of June

To date, it is the 4th month I'm with Maybank. My progression is okay, not too well versed with everything, but I'm slowly taking each and every step carefully. I learnt from the very basic up to some technical projects, handling the ever stacking-up-high files, sipping coffees in between, chewing sweets often enough and this routine goes on everyday.

I like my job. I don't love my job. Perhaps the job description doesn't fit my expectations but I am still taking it easy. I like many things in my office, but dislikes a certain amount of things that I cannot tolerate. As a working adult, It is never easier than being a mere student. Relationships are of paramount importance, it's either you catch it or you lose it. People put on masks and all you can see is the wide smile they carry with them. Who knows what's behind the evil smile?

When I put on my attire early in the morning, I yearn to see and learn new things. But when I made my way in the lift, I realised that I am dragging my feet to my department. Four months is more than enough for me to observe and understand the culture of an organisation. And no doubt, it is always as what others mentioned to me. Should I fit in or should I reserve myself?

It's really not that I don't love my job. I have helpful colleagues, there are always extreme laughter rather than tears, but when it comes to job description, when it comes to responsibility, when it comes to upholding one's task, most of them fail. Is that so in every organisation or it is just the unfortunate me to go through this?

I'm not grumbling, I am thankful though. At least I have seen a whole lot more rather than to always believe that this world actually provide free lunches.

Tomorrow will always be a better day. =)