Meaning-Of-Life

Be born : Check
Go to school : Check
Do well : Check
Graduate : Check
Look for a job : On the way

Now this is the case. When the reality hits, I am again the person who look back and wonder why I'm here today, this FAST.  Dreading to be dressed like an OL and drag my ass to work seems like a big deal to me. My mind wander all around, way too behind and into the past of why, why and WHY my 4 entire years of college studies has visibly ended this very moment.

I'm very much a loser. Hardly did I ever done anything that I won't regret when it comes to the end. Take my studies for instance. Each time I wanna earn a good grade, I never put effort in it. Certificates - Each time I vowed to keep it safe but I lost so many pieces of them. Speaking of UK then. UK experiences are so fulfilling, but when i recall, I should have went to even more places since I have the chance to be there, but I didn't! Etc, Etc, and Etc.

My dad says I'm lazy. My bf complains that I never put my heart in doing things that I am doing. Oh yes. They are right. I slept till 12pm in the noon, had my brunch right after, and then HK drama series, right till I have my dinner. Am I gonna do this over and over again? I have been doing this for almost a month. And i just felt so lazy. Lazy to get up. Lazy to work. Lazy to do everything.

I wanna just be right back to my normal student life. I wanna have classes and exams and semester breaks. Easy life, no worries, allowance every month, shopping spree and holidays!!

Look at me now. A soon to be working adult. No more fooling around. No more having fun. No more this and that. All I ever have now is the ever needed determination to find myself a good job.

And the life cycle continues.

Make money : On the way

Save money : On the way

Marry somebody : On the way

Make babies : On the way

Buy a house : On the way

Life Goes On..