YOU..

I know the truth within, but what can i do?

I relate u to an unknown season, of where u may give me

autumn sometimes,

spring at times,

winter most of the times,

and fall,

EVERYTIME...

Despite that,

i still have FAITH in you...

Shattered thoughts..

It makes me ponder sometimes...Of why my life can be so miserable at times..Each time i can't help but to stumble upon the thoughts of me being hopeless..

I do not have things that people have..
I cannot achieve good grades..
I don't hear praises of what i did..
I fall upon something which is inappropriate..
I do not have the fortune of having some great person to lean on whenever i have problems..

And i thought hard..Does these make me less fortunate?
Does all these insecurities makes me felt inferior?
Am i doomed?

As the saying goes, "the grass is always greener on the other side"..Things are always seem better for others..We human always opt for something better in life..We want the best, we strive for the highest achievement, but does that mean that if one fail, there will be only the existance of failure? In failure, can we find success? In failure, can we find ourselves?

I may not be better than others out there, but i guess i am indeed far off better than many, many living beings out there..My life now may be troubled and disastrous, but im still holding my breath, looking for a brighter day tomorrow, hoping that life, will take me another step closer to where i belong...